THURSDAY:
visited grandma at the hospital.
seeing her with all the tubes and needles, my heart ached.
how i wish i can bear all the pain for her instead of having her to struggle with all the checkups and ungentle nurses disturbing her sleeps.
looking at the forgetful nurses and their doings worry me event more.
your "sorry about that" means nothing if life was dangered/ lost due to this particular sentence.
such things wouldnt happen if it were your family member or relative that is lying on the bed.
was really pissed by how adults were bothering the elderly with their problems.
and how heartless and ungrateful some people can be.
when money comes into the picture, their fugly characters just surfaced.
like helloo! thats the person that gave birth to you, took care of you and loved you so dearly.
and all you cared were those damn money?!
totally judging you!
please let her survive and stay healthy.
i have yet to graduate and take a family portrait with you grandma.
stay strong! i beg you.
trying to stay strong on the outside,
but deep down, the tears that are being held back, i dont know how long more am i able to do so.
gotta be strong, stay strong.
its a growing up process.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.