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honey, everyone does.


as you enter this little place,
you are entering adelyn.huiqi's life:)
everything here is the true feelings and thoughts of this little girl.
if there is anything that you dont feel comfortable about while reading,
the little "X" is on the top right hand corner of this window.
feel free to click on that alright.
happy reading^.^

rainbowlove,
adelyn.

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Saturday, July 30, 2011
290711 5:30 AM

FRIDAY
its BSC SUB COMM CAMPPPP!!!
like a fast.
the place where the business love, spirit and a place where I feel the belongingness back then in the freshie year.
and now, a whole new batch of them are here starting their journey!
a place that I truly love, a place that I truly treasure.
really brightened up my day to see so many familiar faces, so many friends and I'm back to the crazy girl in camp!!!
and yup, this is meeeee:)

hope everything is gonna be fine and smooth-sailing.
pretty please.

camp shirt, fbt and slippers.
its a homely attire:)

as usual, I don't tolerate vases.
if u think this is just pure fun, u are totally wrong.
step in and do something, if not, stay away.
appreciates much.

today is the day that I used to treat it as an important day
but it no longer is anymore
almost forgot about it, which will never happen in the past.
somehow felt like slapping myself for making that call.
but still,
happy birthday boy:)

rainbowlove,
adelyn.


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Friday, July 29, 2011
290711 5:42 AM


FRIDAY
Had some me time thanks to this body of mine.
oh wells, old already.
hmmmmmm

cant believe tmr is sub comm camp alreadyyy!
this is already the 4th one.
time really flies.
from a freshie to a graduate, feels as though its a long 3years but in actual fact, its never enough.

hope everything will fall into place and let everthing be awesome:)
procrastinsting

rainbowlove,
adelyn.


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Wednesday, July 27, 2011
270711 11:39 PM


WEDNESDAY:
after so many days of no day and night kind of mugging, econs bridging exams finally came and ended.
felt like killing myself instantly in the grand hall, cos i know i could have done better.
but still, thanks BAOBEI plenty tons for all the tution, she practically went thru everything with me!
that shows how hopeless i was. hahahaha. opps.

and i think i am seriously getting older as days pass, cant really tank all the sleepless and sleep less nights as much as before.
feeling the temperature coming up and all):

THURSDAY:
back to work after so many off days, kinda lost and plus was in one of my cui state.
goodness.
not feeling well, bank loan headache, kaobeh parents, screwing up things at work.....
how i wish i could just turned the clock straight to 12am.
hmmmmm.

on a side note, happy potter's son is damn cute! i loved his dimples(:

seeing my calendar being filled up makes me so happy,
really looking forward to the weekends to come(:

meeting so many familiar faces before, during and after exams.
love the feeling, like a mini TP!
awwwwwww.

how about a no? 
have been giving yes as an answer, or maybe just go with the flow for more than half of my life.
but that doesnt mean that im agreeing to whatever is happening.
had enough of people trying to have me do things that they pre-planned.
be it friends, or family.
its my say now. 
people have different priorities, and i have mine too.
its time to continue with whichever way i want things to happen and not what people want to happen.
judge me, or whatever.
thats what humans always do, isnt it?
no pretension needed, believe or not. its your choice.

sometimes one just have to open out not only the ears, but also the mind and the heart.
for the advises that people who truly cares give.
determination doesnt equate to stubbornness.

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Monday, July 25, 2011
250711 3:14 AM


SUNDAY
a formal morning with JYA for photoshoot before grouping.
motivating morning/afternoon:)
there is this voice that is telling me to go for it.
despite all the present obstacles, one day, im gonna be there, achieving my goals.

headed over to baobei's house for econs:) progress was nt bad.
a random IQ question made us all smarter than baobei whn she is our tutor! hmmmmm.
boonkeng macs for round two of studying:)
stayover at serene's and the rest are all sound asleep already.
especially our dear tutor, xin ku ni le!

p/s: i can never have permed hair:(

the worries are never ending, like a mum to the children.
these are so dear to me that i really dont wish to see anything going wrong.
not much can be done though, cos im in no position to say/do anything
just some advice here and there
but the worries grows daily.
please turn out to be alright, pretty pleaseeeee.

rainbowlove,
adelyn.


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Sunday, July 24, 2011
240711 12:30 AM


SATURDAY:
a productive studying session at serene;s place with baobeis.
cleared some doubts, bt there are definitely more to clear tmr.
its some awesome time spent together, its been some time since i actually spent such long hours with them already.
*guilty*
and there is this particular girl that took over my sleepyhead name(:
moreover she's gonna be out with bf tmr, sooooo, not much time to study already hur!

SWEE CHOON-ED after studying!
like a finally craving satisfied(:
happygirl91.

and and and, all the 宝贝名言 are so funny!
totally made my day.
hahahaha.

never like hidden meanings, preferred things to be brought across directly.
because i dont see the point of doing so.
ireally cared as a friend, but it turned out that i may be just too nice to be stepped over.
take it, or leave it.
since i cant change people, gonna change myself.
and by then i'd admit openly without fear, i've changed.

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Thursday, July 21, 2011
210711 11:24 PM



ended work early today and was suppose to study econs but.....
as usual. Sigh.
shall get some sleep and then get back to studies.
dear brain, u got to get yourself back to wrking condition alright.
hmmmmmmmm.
meeting mean at our new found study hangout tmr:)
a condusive place definitely. yeah:)
really gt no more time already,
should be panicking by now with my really slow progress and really stop procrastinating!!!

its gonna be tough, thts wht everyone says.
just by saying it doesnt mean tht you know it till u go thru wht im going thru.
i dont ask for pitiness or anything.
cos i know things are gonna get better after i've been thru the tough times:)

and for those tht are thr supporting me with whatever decision tht i've made,
appreciates much:)
<3

rainbowlove,
adelyn.


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Wednesday, July 20, 2011
200711 4:19 AM

Met jessica for some mugging sessions after wrk.
Its definitely tortureous for some sleepyhead like me.
Everytime i woke up after reading a paragraph, it just somehow came to a different understanding. Hmmmmm
Doze off, wake up, read, doze off, wake up, continue reading.....and the cycle continues. Lols!
Hw to finish study by exam day at such choochoo train rate?!?!
Sighhh.

Come on huiqi! Its 5days moreeee!!! Gotta hang on:)

patience runs out very fast recently.
dont ask me why.
especially those who always piss me off
let me tell u once again, the earth dont revolve around anyone, i dont revolve around everyone.
tired of gotta please everyone else but myself and at the end of the day, honestly who appreciates?
no more. nt gonna please ppl anymore.
fullstop.

rainbowlove,
adelyn.
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Tuesday, July 19, 2011
19072011 2:32 AM

Testing my blogger-driod now, testing testing 123:)
This is so exciting!
Dont laugh at me! I know some of u already are. Hmmmmn

Gonna head back to econs.
Bridging lesson have officially come to an end.
Recalling those funny moments whn we couldnt stop laughing at the lecturer's "brunai, brag-nai, goose, etc....."
Test is already around the corner and i know only say 20% of my wrk? Hmmmmm.
Some havoc chionging these few remaining nights!
Sleepy angel i really need u to go on leave for some time. Love youuuu:)

Gambatte kudasai!

rainbowlove,
adelyn.

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19072011 1:50 AM


helloo folks! its been some donkey years since im here.

life after graduation was a roller coaster ride,
been through the nothing to do period, crazily hunting for jobs period, engrossed in work period and now, starting school craze(:
whao!

ups and downs that i've encounter.
the supports and the look-downs.
oh wells, this is life.
no matter how much these ppl meant to me, people do have different view points.
now that i know wht i really want to see myself in, im gonna go all the way.
not gonna be the girl that everyone can take advantage of, not gonna be the girl that people can just come and go without noticing.
im gonna make a stand for myself, do what i want and go all out.
growing up is never easy, but im gonna face this challenge.
the responsibilities thats coming real soon, im gonna be prepared for it.

school is starting! excited!
being a freshie all over again feels so different.
my love for camps have not die down.
and my love for TP is still kept.
its just a pity that im no longer a progger. oh wells.
gotta move on(:

the more challenging it is, the braver i will get.

rainbowlove,
adelyn.