i need a break from all this.
i really do.
im gonna take myself out of ur life, at least for the moment.
idk how long it will be, but i'd be back when im ready.
when i can be honest with myself and shout it out loud that i love you no more.
im sorry but let me be selfish for this once.
i know u are gonna get stressed and all during this whole period.
i'd still be here for u, but i just need a getaway.
so many a times.
the same scenario, same place, everything is so familiar.
but things are no longer the same.
the people, the feeling.
tears just came rolling down all over again.
i thought i've accepted the reality, but its then, i realised deep down, i hadnt.
through this entire time, there are still lies that were kept.
so be it if u arent gonna be honest.
immune.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.