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rainbowlove,
adelyn.
FORTH night out yesterday with the MEANS!back at our usual studying macs(:harlos, we are backkkkk!hahas(:
was damn CUI!this freaking NOSE of mine couldnt stop SNEEZING!irritating si liaos.
decided to walk over to 7-eleven to get CUP NOODLES cos was superbly HUNGRY!end up they OUT OF STOCK!ggballs.got some chips instead.LoLs.
studying in school tonight(:tmr's the paper!hopefully its gonna be good(:
jiayous!
MEANIES!我们依然是朋友!
rainbowlove,adelyn.
it was an AWESOME night partying with SINYING, JUSTIN and his friends ytd(:its like AGES since we last met and really talk alreadyyyy!everyone changed from who we used to know from sec school.esp WONG LIANG JIN!i was doubting myself while talking to him cos he dont sound like a chinese!!!LoLs.crossing the road with him was the funniest part of all.muahahahhahahaahs(:
the guys were really nice to be there with us the entire night(:and LOVES to VICTORIA too(:
my legs are like ACHING now.arnd FIVE hours at the dance floor.oh my tian.but its worth for the fun(:
hopefully the virgin trip for u babe was good,
let go agn tgt some day soon k(:
p/s: saw alot of FAMILIAR faces there! hahas(:
fml, when im back to reality, i totally know whats happening.what u are gonna do on this very day.and the sucky feeling is back.even suckier now with a emotionally unstable woman outside.damn.tell me what's this?can this all just be a dream?
rainbowlove,adelyn.
THURSDAY:my first traininggggg!hmmmmmm.was quite awkward at first cos was ALONE):and everyone else is like know each other there.waited for damn long,ONE HOUR delay!si desmond!luckily huiyaaaaaa reached before the training started(:hee hee(:was quite a long training, THREE HOURS!keep fidgetting to keep myself awake.LoLs.
headed to BOONKENG to meet SHAH and MICH(:then to town to pick BIM and JEAN up for DINNER and L4D2(:super long nv get together already, misses!
met alot of familiar faces here and there.hahas(:
connection that night SUCKS totally):damn! im so not going back there anymore!!!*roar*
went on a prostitute watching trip(:its really oh my tian please.
FRIDAY:was totally KNOCKED OUT after reaching home and only officially woke up at around 8PM(:shioooooooook can le!hee hee(:
another night out with the WEDS CLIQUE(:random but FUN!!!u guys totally ROCK my night mans.but i swear MOVIE isnt a good thing to do with u people.goodness.
PRATA supper was HILARIOUS!laugh until tummy damn pain(:
L4D2-ed with BIM, MEAN BITCH, GAEN(:im sry for making u jump off the chair, gaen, but i cant guarantee it wont happen again.hahas(:i think we four girls were AWESOME!
woke up this afternoon and still feels as though im in the L4D world.ggballs.hahas(:im starting to get addicted!oh no!hahas(:
another night out again tonight(:yeah!party party PARTYYYYYY!lala~
i can know how u are doing, guess wat u are doing easily.but i chose not to know at all.cos i know im gonna feel fked up all over again.and tts not wat i want.oh wells.hopefully occupying myself every minute of my life will leave me with lesser time to think of u .even a minute lesser helps.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
TUESDAY:hmmmmmmmmmmm.overslept as usual):didnt go school in the end. *oppsy*
went to meet daddy for dinner and chatted.at least its better now to get things straight with him(:
WEDNESDAY:submitted LODGING individual report(:lala~went to library and lab to nua while waiting for the rest to reach school for lecture.LoLs.couldnt wait for the day to end.came home to change and all and headed off to CLARKE QUAY.was suppose to meet sinying, but last minute cancelled):luckily "xueting" came dwn to pei me.if not i'd just rot there i guess.everyone was CLUBBING that night siol.
special thanks to those that companied me messaging while waiting for the grand arrival of my saviour(:<3
the night may not have started off well, but it ended with a LAUGH!more more more!!!hee hee(:<3 ni plenty girl(:
THURSDAY:had no intention to sleep de.end up i still did):and woke up late somor):bet crystal must be cursing me inside out this morning mans.*guilty*went to URA CENTRE for fieldtrip talk and all.came home to do some work and off to LG TRAINING ltr and L4D2+ROCHOR tonight(:whee~*happy happy*
although i already tried fking hard to stay away from u,there are just some people out there that will keep reminding me about u.what is this mans?!
rainbowlove,adelyn.
ages since i last SHOPPED!i miss the feeling of shoppinggggggggg!there are like so many things i wana buy can:
1. hangbag2. replenish makeup kit3. more tops!4. slippers5. shoeees!6. accessories!7. some colourful sockkkks!8. handphoneeee9. more nail polishes10. nail polish remover11. colour pens12. hair bands13. vests14. can i buy happiness as well?
more things to buyyyyy, just that i cant think of them yet(:hee hee(:
rainbowlove,adelyn.
FML like totally.seriously, tell me what's wrong?!somebody please, help me understand what's going through their freaking minds.what a perfect timing for me to deal with their craziness and thinking that its so fking cool and right.insane!u guys arent the only ones that had enough k, me too.cant u people just fk off and leave me alone for once.stop being childish and hovering over things that you should have get used to long time ago.stop the freaking nagging!stop putting watever expectations and assumptions that u guys had on me cos im not ur fking puppet! STOP!u gave birth the a human for ur information.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
started off the week by missing the FIRST TUTORIAL of the week.fml!overslept again):useless girl.
headed to school for TICKETING.taxing as usual.siannnnnnnns.
mugging for MICE test the entire day.oh wells, luckily the qns are quite commonsensical(:phew~
came home early with the intention to do my projects but guess wat?i havent start on them yet!GG ttm!
somehow, its the night of HTHT.LoLs.some conversations are just so FUNNY.did catch up here and there as well(:
no matter how hard i tried to pull u out of my mind,there are still somehow some channels that u will appear.is it that difficult to just take u out of my life?
knowing what you are doing for whoever it is,i admit, the feeling isnt good.but srly, fml, who am i to say anything.so many memories,things that we used to do tgt.keep forcing myself to stop thinking and stop doing the same things ALONEits the first day, sucky enough.damn.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落可是你永远都不会懂
rainbowlove,adelyn.
i need a break from all this.i really do.im gonna take myself out of ur life, at least for the moment.idk how long it will be, but i'd be back when im ready.when i can be honest with myself and shout it out loud that i love you no more.im sorry but let me be selfish for this once.i know u are gonna get stressed and all during this whole period.i'd still be here for u, but i just need a getaway.
so many a times.the same scenario, same place, everything is so familiar.but things are no longer the same.the people, the feeling.tears just came rolling down all over again.i thought i've accepted the reality, but its then, i realised deep down, i hadnt.
through this entire time, there are still lies that were kept.so be it if u arent gonna be honest.immune.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
SATURDAY:woke up lateeeeeeee for interview!oppsy~met huiya and headed for our interview.got the job(:was damn NERVOUS!waited for damn LONG, CAMWHORED and fell ASLEEP!hahas(:
went over to desmond's place to SLACK and eat LUNCH(:stupid him, sofa so comfy till i fell aslp!LoLs.purposely onlyyyyyy~
headed over to amk to study(:helloooooooo~ we are back!didnt manage to finish studying): all desmond's fault!
had plenty cravingggggs:1. sushi2. mushroom prata3. la mian4. miso soup5. taohuey6. ham chim peng7. cold toufu.8. porridge
those are damn fattening!only had my first craving satisfied.oh wells.
SUNDAY:woke up late again!damn.met huiya at 5pm at amk to continue studying.MICH joined us after tt.
the post test activities are motivating me to study!LoLs.
had our MUSHROOM PRATA cravings satisfied!lala~and the blur mich left her wallet in macs!luckily she got it back.hahas(:
MICE TEST tmr!a LONG LONG day):I HATE MONDAYS.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
"感情本来就是没有办法计较谁给得多谁给得少的
重点是你觉得他值不值得
我觉得他值得
我愿意为他付出一切"
我曾经也这么天真地以为,
但有时候再多的付出,
再多的努力,
都没有用.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
have been chionging projects in school with mean bitch these two days.damn loveee.keep MUNCHING non-stop, i think im so gonna get FAT!*roars*and the company from Jonathan, yongwei and the prata delivery guys(:random canwhoring too!not forgetting the ppl who attempt to transport me out of the room while i was sleeping, and got pek chek when they canot guess my lappy password(:hee hee(:
ELECTION results were out!CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO MADE IT TO MAIN COMMS OF P10 AY10/11.u guys know im referring to u(:jiayou all the way!u have my support, just a phone call away alrights(:for those loves who didnt make it, its alright, u still have ME!*hug hug*
had my second L4D2 session after the results.oh my tian!!!i still canot walk through the freaking DOOR smoothly!tmd.noob si liaos!
rainbowlove,adelyn.
at BUSINESS CONCOURSE now(:tonning.
missed my FIRST tutorial ytd cos was too nua already.oppsyyyy~came to school to meet MEAN BITCH to do projects together(:hahas(:damn loveeeee.very long nv like tt liaos sia.misses(:
its the last day of VOTING!so people who havent vote, WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR?!looking forward to friday ttm(:hee hee(:
sleeeeeeeeeeppppppppyyyyyyyyyy~oh my tian! CANOT LIKE THAT!*wakie wakie*
idk what i really want, fml.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
come to think of it, i kind of miss the chirpy little girl that entered TP 2yrs back.
looking into the mirror, it just feels so different.
people do change, how have i changed?
growing up is a process.
its fast, scary and u wont realise it until u look back.
maybe, this is just not me.
how i which she will come back to me.
the cheerfulness, innocence, smiles and laughter.
i kind of lost them along the way.
if someone happen to bump into them, please help me tell them that i miss them hell lot and please come home after they are done roaming around outside.
change.
its a scary word.
so vauge yet so true.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
my very FIRST sip interview ytd.GONE!screwed it up, die larrx, i dont think im gonna get the job alr):scaryyyyyyyyyy.but still, thanks HUA and KAHYUEN for bringing me there.if not i cfm canot find my way there de lor.hahas(:those who found their way there alone must have super power sia!LoLs.
headed back to school after that at met HUIYAAAAAAAA!nua-ed in room while she does her proj.talking to KEITH and CJ was damn funnyyyy!went on an exciting trip with ah gong and gang as well!whooooooooooots!
saw JELLY ANG, LAINE JIE and HANCHONG!HAPPY GRADUATION! congrats(:
had supper with the matts and home sweet home(:lala~
wanted to get some wrk done but huiqi ended up falling asleeeep!*roar*i just cant stay at home to do work sia!irritating.
eyecandyyyyyyyyyy! u must jiayou k(:its gona be tough on u for this period, but u have my support!gambatte!
rainbowlove,adelyn.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
was a RAINY "ytd".so proud of myself for being early for tutorial(:lala~its whole day LAB lesson sia.siannnnnnns.and i really think im damn dumb, cos i keep forgetting how to do simple things which will really piss people off.oh wells, sry.
had TICKETING TEST.hopefully can PASS!hahas(:
slacked around in room and all wth MEAN!then KETSU dinner.early birds went home early as usual.chatted.
that's it, so much abt saying the importance of friendship and all.c'mon, its obvious, isnt it?how along already, and u still dk?!how are u gonna convince me abt the other things.saying is cheap, its the actions that matters and u already proved to me.im sry if u think that im kind of making a big fuss out of small matters.but its these little details that show how much u cared.srly, if i hadnt showed so much of me to u, how much will u know and understand about me?i know what u are thinking now and then, can u?idw to say that im alright and its ok anymore.cos honestly, its not.apologising doesnt help already, immune.if it were some other girls out there, will u rmb? as simple as that.get it?! since when u cared about how i really feel deep down.running away is just so u.
i dont voice out doesnt mean idk.im always the back up, nv the first.ask urself, when u wana share ur joy or sorrow with someone, who is the first that come into u mind? that's it.
this is the period, friendships are made and torn apart):oh wells.heartache.sigh.
rainbowlove,adelyn.
