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ineedahug.
honey, everyone does.


as you enter this little place,
you are entering adelyn.huiqi's life:)
everything here is the true feelings and thoughts of this little girl.
if there is anything that you dont feel comfortable about while reading,
the little "X" is on the top right hand corner of this window.
feel free to click on that alright.
happy reading^.^

rainbowlove,
adelyn.

WHISPERY.
shout, scream and be heard






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Saturday, March 27, 2010
270310 12:26 AM

mentally and physically tired.
need a break.
can i?


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Wednesday, March 24, 2010
240310 1:18 PM


the moment of honesty.
no more dreamy lalaland.
no more fantasy thinking.
no more fat hopes.
no more no more.


its time for the little girl to be back to earth.
its time to wake up and face the reality.
its time to move on.
its time to grow up.


whatever have to come will come.
its just some things tt were done are disappointing.


当我知道我永远只是单恋,我希望我能藏着感谢,笑着和你说再见


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Monday, March 22, 2010
220310 1:35 AM

.

betting on this last time.
give me the courage(:
hope miracle happens as how it did tt time.


i wish i wish..


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Saturday, March 20, 2010
200310 2:37 PM

喜欢上了,爱上了,就是了.努力了,付出了,没力


了.那你呢,何时能诚实面对自己?

rainbowlove.
adelyn.



200310 2:02 AM


its a SHOPPING day today!


met DARLING at town to shop for my d&d stuff.
thanks darling!
STRESSED!
i swear if i know this day will come i would have go on diet back then.
irritating.


had dinner with SERENE, YIXIU and SANTY after darling went off to wrk.
AGES since we last met mans.
chatted tons(:
shopped awhile and continue hunting for my dress.
desserted and home sweet home(:


its already saturday.
coming till the end of the week and im still waiting.
waiting for my boy to be brave and speak up.
am i asking too much?


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Friday, March 19, 2010
190310 1:13 PM

 
WEDNESDAY:
went to collect phone wth DARLING!
had dinner and all.
rotted till time to go over to cq to meet HUIYA(:
thanks darling <3


a night of MADNESS.
shant elaborate.


sry, didnt mean to): 
guilty.


if u didnt want me to go, 
u could have said so.
but oh wells, u didnt.


THURSDAY:
slpt awhile before heading to school for DPA ORIENTATION.
tired and hungry.
LoLs.


went over to KETSU at IKEA!
SARDINE!
mich and huiqi FTW mans! 
we were damn fast at finding people(:
lala~
not like BEN and DARREN!
>.<


for the FIRST time we passed the golden time for so long(:
*thumbs up*


lost my RAINBOW BADGE while playing):
sadded.
bad luck have been coming one after another.
when will i end?


FRIDAY:
rotting in process.
but im suppose to go get my D&D stuff.
shits!


waiting.
all prepared.
stepping back slowly.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Wednesday, March 17, 2010
170310 3:02 PM


rainblowlove,
adelyn.


170310 2:23 AM


SATURDAY:
went to meet KETSU after SMU event.
slacked around and headed to ah lwee's house(:
stayed over(:


SUNDAY:
nua-ed my whole day there.
with walk walk trying to trauma me):
left my stuff over there again!
everytime stayover cfm leave sth behind de lor!


MONDAY:
the dumb phone SPOILT again!
irritating.
was hunting high and low or the WARRANTY CARD!
and finally found it in btw some files after plenty tons of CURSING and SWEARING!
headed to J8 to repair.
damn suei!


TUESDAY: 
meeting in sch, was late and cabby dwn.
end up the meeting was only like 30mins?!
oh mans):
headed opposite scholl with BITCH to do nails.
experiment there the whole afternoon.
till evening and dinnered with DESMOND and SEBASTIAN.
amk-ed to get my things back frm tingfong.
was IRRITATING everyone today.
oh wells.


sry for just brief updates, not in the mood up blogging.


if one day, i were to leave without saying anything, 
will it make any difference to u?
doubt so.


really treasure the times spent tgt, 
thanks for companying.
but this time round, shant read too much into it,
this is to prevent myself from getting hurt even more, 
especially when idk wat u are thinking now.


until the day u face it honestly,
then i'll know ur true feelings.
when will that be?


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Monday, March 15, 2010
150310 3:45 AM


after reading it, tears came rolling down.
cos i felt the pain tt u are going through girl.
and also because i foresee myself going though it in the future.
we are both dumb girls, 
that have done many dumb things for the person whom we deeply love.
stay strong and pull through this.
u know we will be here for u.
shoulders, ears and hugs(:
hang on!

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



150310 1:18 AM


SATURDAY is the day when all events CLASHED.
oh wells.
stayed over at hua's house the previous night so tt we wont be late.
played WII and im damn noob at it.
HIUCHING is my TOILET ROLL SISTER!
muahahahahahas.


reached sch at 7AM.
went to set up station after briefing and all(:
luckily we brought UMBRELLA and SHADES!
if not we cfm melt under the sun sia.
i swear i got no fate with SOCCER!
irritatings.


pom pom-ed and headed to serangoon then VIVO(:
met ketsu and played games at sky park.
stayed over at ah lwee's place with tingfong.
TRAMA-ed by walk walk as usual.


the sunburnt is making me feel damn hot and feverish):
so gonna fall sick soon.
oh mans!


its white valentines' day today(:
wanted to get things clear asap, idk why all these suddenly struck me.
but for some reasons, i couldnt.
idk whether it is the right thing to do, but im already tired.
no more strength to hold on any longer, esp with all the uncertainties tt i have to tell myself to stop thinking abt.
i need an answer, from the bottom of ur heart.
not wat u think is the best for us.
boy, when will u be ready to face it?


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Friday, March 12, 2010
120310 5:54 PM




MAHJONG session at jason's house.
i love his room! cos its PURPLE!
muahahahahas.
ARTHUR! I DONT LIKE U!
*humpf*


went home in the morning and met DARLING and AUDREY for our mini outing.
cos alot ppl cmi):
haix.
watched ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND!
whee~


headed to CHOMPS with hua, derek, sylvia, jason and ben(:
random but nice(:
and u can see the GREEDY GIRLS trying very hard to finish up their TAUHUAY.
muahahahahs.
STRAWBERRY + HONEYDEW!
shiokness!


home sweet home(:


as a friend, i can be there for u when u need help.
but i hope it wont give u the wrong idea that we can get back to the past.
its over, please understand.


why do people only learn to treasure when they lost sth?
but by then, its too late already.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Wednesday, March 10, 2010
100310 8:36 PM


helped out for IIT NIGHTWALK ytd night.
oh wells, scared more ppl than the previous time(:
but got ourselves scared as well):


sang the whole night, chitchatted and rotted outside some LT.
took a nap for about an hour or so.
woke up for EMERGENCY TRAINING and MEETING.
nice weather(:
it finally RAINED!
whee~
cooling(:
theres hope for the dying plants(:
lala~


keep falling asleep during the training.
but oh wells, its damn BORING!


met YUFEI randomly at bus stop and companied him to set up his outside school station and wait for the group to come over(:
its amazing how much we chatted.
like almost everything we can think of(:
im such a NICE person.
muahahahahahs.


wondering what is on ur mind,
but somehow, for some reason, u decided not to say.
oh wells, maybe u are waiting for the right time?
but i want u to know sth boy,
i dont need u to be with me 24/7, by my side.
cos we are bth busy and i understand ur committments.
just assure me tt u will be there for me, even if it means mental support.
being able to spend a few moments with u its enough to make me feel contented.
tell me, can we treasure the little time that we have left?


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Tuesday, March 9, 2010
090310 12:30 PM

每次当爱从心痛启
 我明白等待背后是伤痕
 为了一个人
 每夜不熄灯
 爱一个人爱得透彻
 忘不了爱走过的旅程
 我依然相信幸福的可能
 只有一个人
 我愿意去等

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



090310 12:07 PM


had meeting ytd morning.
randomly decided to go TEOHENG and grabbed a few other people along.
so in the end, attendance wasnt bad(:
SHIHUA, HUIYA, BEN HIEW, SYLVIA, JEROME, MARCUS,MICH.
hee hee.
and tingfong and his frens were there as well at the other room.
went to kajiao abit(:
muahahahahas.


met darling after tt and had my ROUND 2!
yes yes!
like finally we are SINGING together mans.
but im so gonna BAN all ANGELA'S song from u the next time!
humpf.
lala~


headed back to amk and had a mini DRINKING session.
oh wells.
somehow, im enjoying being semi-conscious now.
goodness.


sry boy,guilty:(


thanks darling for companying.
appreciates plenty tons.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Sunday, March 7, 2010
070310 10:06 PM


all i can say for the past two days is MADNESS!
thanks all dearies that were there(:
love u people plenty tons alrights!
had fun(:


it wasnt suppose to be me, idk how come i ended up being the one.
regret doing some stuff, esp breaking the promise.
regret pushing u away, cos tts not how i honestly felt.
was holding myself back.
tough, but managed to.
sometimes, i wish i hadnt had to think so much.
sometimes, i hope i can dont do all the morally right thing.
but i just couldnt bring myself to do it.
hate it!


rainbowlove.
adelyn.



Friday, March 5, 2010
050310 6:11 PM


KETSU MINDS CAFE outing ytd was AWESOME!
was the first few to reach with hua and cpr.
LoLs.
full of LAUGHTER, JOKES, FORFEITS,etc.
headed to JUSTASIA for DINNER while a few people joined us.
chilled out art open plaza after tt.


bought my STICKY RAINBOW ROCK(:
whee~
happy happy!


went back to cortois chalet at night.
chitchatting and all.
tired.


idk why, but emotions just fluctuated as how it did.
hope things will get better though
sometimes, running away wouldnt solve the problem boy.
tell me we can go through this together.
with u around, i promise to be stronger.
thanks for tolerating(:


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Thursday, March 4, 2010
040310 12:14 PM


hello people!
muahahahahahhas.
just came back from CORTOIS CHALET!
heading off to KETSU MINDS OUTING soon(:
hahas.

went to KOVAN for interview with mean bitch before heading dwn to SIMEI and get my phone.
interview itself was alright.
and the people there are nice(:
hopefully can get the job(:
got back my PHONE after repair like FINALLY.
no more lousy spare phones(:
yeah!

chalet was really damn FUN!
hua came over and SAVED me before im bored to death.
started playing the WORD and SONG game we always play(:
super FUNNY! and super LONG as well.
and and and, AARON really made my day!
(do re me fa so la CHI do~)
(gao xiao xing dong~)
LOLS TTM!

was super TRAUMATISED by this ultrable FAST BEETLE/SPIDER.
cos idk wat it is.
it was CHARGING towards me when i wanted to go to the kitchen.
*SCREAMS*
keep chasing me.
and hua saw too.
goodness.

went home this morning and OVERSLEPT on the bus till i reach AMK.
LoLs.

idk wats wrong with me mans.
at times i hope some dreams will come true and some just wouldnt.

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Tuesday, March 2, 2010
020310 4:32 PM

in the middle of CORTOIS CHALET!
oh wells! im so PROUD of myself!
cos i can takkaire of people!
muahahaahahs(:

kind of rotted here and there.
chitchatted with BAOYI and MICHELLE plenty.
hahas.

thanks FIONA for my PURPLE CRAVINGS!
my THIRD!
had my SECOND at BARRAGE with the chips(:
lala~

MEETING in the morning in the middle of a chalet isnt exactly a good thing.
but what to do?
LoLs.
LATE!
muahahahahahs.
oppsy~

the 4D3N chalet turned out to be 5D4N!
who say wont book extra day de huh?
hahas.

i really dk wat has gotten into me.
i dont recognise this girl now when i look into the mirror.
regrets.
but oh wells, wat have been done is done.
so yah. FORGET IT!
yes! jiu shi jiang liaos.

for the entire day, checking on the phone for like countless times.
waiting for the msg that will brighten up my night like the rainbow.
just when i kind of depressed over everything,
miracle happened(:
thanks boy for everything, although it may not be anything big for u.
and sry plenty tons for my forgetfulness):

rainbowlove,
adelyn.


Monday, March 1, 2010
010310 3:29 PM


enough of NUA-ING!
gonna pack my stuff and head off to my HAVOC week.
looking forward to spend my next 4DAYS3NIGHTS with BSC and CORTOIS(:
my first MINDS outing with KETSU.
and NIGHTLIFE!


whooooooooooots~


enjoy ur life too people!
its HOLIDAY!
whee~


updates when im back(:
dont miss me too much alrights.
hee hee.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.