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ineedahug.
honey, everyone does.


as you enter this little place,
you are entering adelyn.huiqi's life:)
everything here is the true feelings and thoughts of this little girl.
if there is anything that you dont feel comfortable about while reading,
the little "X" is on the top right hand corner of this window.
feel free to click on that alright.
happy reading^.^

rainbowlove,
adelyn.

WHISPERY.
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Sunday, February 28, 2010
280210 10:12 PM


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Saturday, February 27, 2010
270210 11:22 PM



its AMAZING how people actually get to meet each other.


WHAT IF......
we hadnt bump into people as how we did?
we didnt get to know people back then, will we get to meet them again?
will things be different without these people in ur life?
how will u end up knowing them then?
how different will ur life be?


oh wells, its RANDOM!
but its just some questions that have been revolving around my mind recently.
LoLs.


sometimes, its just those split seconds that changed ur entire life.
so whao! right?
hahas.
imagine if those seconds didnt happen.
oh mans.


DEAR FRIENDS! TREASURE THOSE THAT ARE AROUND YOU!
because you may lose them in any split second just as how u get to meet them.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



270210 3:17 PM















EXAMS are finally OVER on THURSADAY!
whee~
shant talk about it cos i see my supp paper waving to me):


headed to MARINA BARRAGE with CHIPS and MEAN BITCH!
CAMWHORE! BUBBLES! GAMES! FORFEITS!
damn CRAZY!
no image le larrx.
but we did have plenty tons of FUN!
got ourselves damn DRENCHED(:
all thanks to PIKACHU!
LoLs.


damn love <3


phone spoilt just before heading to barrage):
oh wells, im just so not an IT person.
HANDPHONES and CAMERA just so love to spoil when im out to have fun!
irritating):


went to EAST POINT yesterday to repair my phone(:
thanks SIRONG to company me.
hahas.


irritating person! who are u?!


rainbowlove, 
adelyn.



Wednesday, February 24, 2010
240210 5:24 PM


really glad to clarify those doubts(:
all those worries and uncertainties are gone with the wind.
relieve.
thanks boy for being honest(:


rainbowlove,
adelyn.





240210 4:26 PM


study study study!
overnight overnight overnight!


wasnt a really productive night ytd.
oh wells.
keep falling asleep.
CRS is BORING!
*ROAR*


POST-IT and SERVIETTES INCIDENT(:
our mean queen finally had hers!
muahahahahahas.
joke of the day!
lala~


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



240210 3:50 PM



i wanna be with you
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
i wanna be with you
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚
有你的呵护我不再孤独

maybe, i shouldnt have think so much.
maybe, u did try just that i neglected ur effort by the other emotions.
thanks boy(:
<3

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Tuesday, February 23, 2010
230210 6:56 PM


the girl who just came into TP in her freshie years,
going rah rah and loud everywhere she is.
no problems, no worries.
so carefree.


miss her, but lost her.


people changes, as time passes and as they grow older.
situations and circumstances forced some of it.
but oh wells, tts life.
turning back and have a look, 
i cant remember the girl just 2 years back.
its like a stranger to me.


sometimes, i hope she will pop by and say hi.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Monday, February 22, 2010
220210 10:54 PM


went to study with JERALD and his fren at T3 mac ytd night.
oh wells.
not very productive though.
fell aslp.
oh mans):


went to meet meanies and matts in sch.
did some studying here and there before ACCOUNTING started.
was damn STRESS and now, phew~ its OVER!
down by one.
one more to go!
lala~


went to get KAMKUAT before going home.
hahas.
*happy*


thanks CRYSTAL for the CRS NOTES!
we sure have tons of things to CATCH UP mans(:
hahas.


going to meet HUIYA at nice nice mac soon(:
JIAYOUS!


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



220210 10:45 PM



默默在你的身后守候的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些响应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点(不再那幺遥远)
大声说出你所有感觉(让我听见)
别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点(过来我的身边)
能不能再勇敢一点点(让我看见)
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

rainbowlove
adelyn.



Sunday, February 21, 2010
210210 6:13 PM

overnight study ytd with MEAN QUEEN and MEAN BITCH!
TINGFONG and AH LWEE came over to join us.
*surprise!*
huiqi didnt fall asleep! but was damn shagged):
not really productive though.
oh mans.
DIE!


tons of jokes, laughter, failure magics, FLIES & LIZARDS!
muahahahahahs.


jiayous people!
GO GO GO!


idk why, jiu shi dont feel the happiness):
rainbow cravings helped a lil though.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Saturday, February 20, 2010
200210 4:57 PM



did plenty of NUA-ING for the past few days.
when im suppose to be STUDYING for main exams.
but oh wells, there are just so many DISTRACTIONS everywhere at home.
haix.


had CHIP REUNION GATHERING at ah lwee's house on THURSDAY.
a night of jokes, singing, chatting and digging all the forgotten past.
oh man!
thanks ahhs.


went to our usual MAC to study with HUA(:
random as usual.
jiayous!
conclusion: guys there love to get notice after they left with soviets.
LoLs.
distort my TWEETY & TORTOISE):


going out to study overnight again with HUIYA and HUA!
the MEANIES are back!
lala~


wat if i were to leave now?
will it make any difference?
sensed the change, maybe, its time to do something.
but idk whether i have the courage to persevere through cos its gonna be damn tough.


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Wednesday, February 17, 2010
170210 6:15 AM

its not a very valentine feel kind of valentines day for huiqi.
but there are really some loved ones which i really wana thank.
so sry for not giving/doing anyting for u guys.
but do know tt i really love u k.


RAINBOW BOY:
thanks for being tolerant with the unreasonable girl at times when she wasnt in the good mood.
the little gestures that u did, it meant alot to me for u to actually do it.
from how we started off till now,
its really unexpected.
i know i have been getting out of hand with emotions recently but i'll try to control alrights.
all this happened cos at times, idk what u are thinking and guessing isnt really a good feeling.
maybe at times, it would be better for u to tell me instead of me asking?
step by step, take things slowly.
idw to waste the time we have anymore cos idk how long it will be.
treasure what we have(:
and thanks for being who u are, giving me those memories.
good and bad, it pieces everything about us.
ILY<3


DARLING DENIECE:
the sweetie fren to darling, been through so much since year1.
the first person whom i talked to in class.
at times i know i neglected u and the rest with all the school events and all, im really sry.
and hearing all the same problems surfacing time and time again.
thanks for being so supportive and understanding.
its like as long as i just call "darling" and u will be there for me.
and also, sry for always calling at the wrong time.
thanks for being the shoulder that i can cry on in the middle of shopping centres, the protective layer at times of emergency, many a times, idk what i'll end up like without u.
thanks darling(:


SIRONG:
our frenship may not start off well, but its still standing strong now.
we know each others' strength and weaknesses and tolerating time after time.
ur reminders for projects, tests, deadlines for submissions and all.
u always want to share the good things with cshade and all.
dua love.
all the midnight calls for personal tuition, bet u so wanted to kill me right.
hahas.
love ya girl!


CSHADE (crystal, sirong, audrey, deniece, eileen):
the first clique of frens in poly and is still standing strong.
we may be in different classes now, but i hope our frenship will still last alrights.
gatherings! and updates!
the fun that we had in classes, lectures, random dinners, birthday celebrations, gossips, etc.
i'll nv forget them!
fill me up with more!


HUIYA:
mean bitch! all the late night sessions, be it to have fun or to study.
oh mans, unforgettables.
do takkaires alrights, im always here when u need me.
just like how u are always there to listen.
when im down or grumpy, and listen to my non-stop and repeating ranting over the same old little things.
all the last minute jio-ing and u are always there.
ai si ni liaos!


SHIHUA:
the mean britt that will whack me damn hard cos she loves me,
and still company me cos she worry for me.
random dinners and mini dancing lessons.
stayovers and night studying.
going around hunting high and low for our weird childhood cravings.
talking on the phone with me cos she's afraid i'll fall aslp and miss my stop.
risking of missing her stop and took another bus although she is damn tired cos she spare tons of thought for me.
a thankyou is definitely not enough.
thankyou plenty tons! *hugs*


MEANIES (shihua, huiya, grace):
the mean si liaos de ah girls! thanks for all the study company and motivations.
all the random post-it war and spamming.
plenty enjoyable times spent on going to different macs in singapore!


CHIPS (shihua, kaiwen, mich, tingfong, matt leo, matt lwee):
dua love the chipettes and chipmunks!
not forgetting our principal(:
random dinners, gatherings, stayovers, etc.
the damn cute boyfriends and super chio girlfriends who decided to to be nuns.
with u guys around, its always full of jokes and laughter(:


BSC FRIENDS ( michelle, melody, fiona, fionne, johan, grace, eugene, keith, curly, chester, rambert, samantha, boonhow, issac, presley, may, fatin, rebecca, etc)
going crazy at camps and events, slacking around in room and doing all the out-of-nowhere kind of thing with companies, late night hthts, etc
u people never fail to make my day, and yesterday(for keith),
even when it was a damn rotten ever day.
without u guys, there wouldnt be so much fun and the desire for me to keep coming back to tp when im isolated in the far away land - sentosa.
dua love ttm!


SHIMIN HONEY:
knowing u for as long as we lived, all the quarrels and arguments tt we had.
they made our sisterhood even stronger.
there may be times when we are both really caught up with our commitments.
but at the end of the day, we know we are always there for each other.
many things i did, u may think tt they are foolish acts and disagree.
just like how i thought some of urs should be done the other way round.
however, we support each other when the other one made the decisions.
thanks honey, i've nv told u this before, but u are an awesome cousiie! 


SERENE:
after these few years of friendship, many things have changed, but some still remains.
we have all grown up, circle of frens may be different and all.
but i know, whenever i need somebody to trash talk and a shoulder to lean on,
u will be there for me.
so do i.
we may not be able to catch up as often as the past,
and at times, idk whats going on in ur life, fill me in alrights.
friends are friends forever(:


TO ALL THE OTHER FRIENDS, 
u guys arent being forgotten! thanks for being a piece of huiqi's life.
u people made her who she is today(:


rainbowlove,
adelyn.



170210 12:46 AM

oh wells, time for MASS UPDATES!
SIRONG, dont say i never update horrx.
lala~

THURSDAY:
went to get my NAILS done before going back to TP for test and all.
happy happy~

met DARLING and slack around after her tutorial.
had TTB test, crapping session.
just hope those crap can get me some marks.
and this guy sitting beside me was SHAKING his legs.
oh my tian, damn ANNOYING!
so tempted to SMACK his legs man.
arghhhhhhhhhhh.

met HUA after the test and rotted in LIBRARY while waiting for the guys to end their meeting.
oh wells, shant eleborate.

stayover.

FRIDAY:
woke up just before lesson and went for the LAST culture tutorial!
if not bcos i canot pon anymore, i so wanted to just continue nua-ing mans.
haix.

met HUIYA and companied her to go opp. school to do PEDICURE!
back to TP to meet TAKGLAM GRACE!
damn funny and lots of jokes created!
lala~

SATURDAY:
new year eve was a whole day of chore and cleaning.
tidying room and all.
oh mans.

REUNION DINNER at night(:
STEAMBOAT!
yummy~
ate till damn FULL sia.



fell asleep around 2.30am when i was suppose to shou ye.
oh wells, useless girl):

SUNDAY: 
FIRST DAY of CHINESE NEW YEAR and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

dressing up and taking hongbaos from parents.
wore a DRESS!
it have been AGES ever since i wore a decent one.
and a super GIRLY one its even longer!

a day of VISITING.
the gathering with cousiies at uncles' house was the BEST.
camwhored(:













for those who havent seen huiqi in a DRESS before..........
tada~
there u go! dont laugh!



went home to wash up and headed to TOWN to meet some cousiies for tonning session(:
chit chatting and htht-ed.
fell ASLEEP in the cinema and the rest told me i missed an awesome show!
oh mans, i dont care, im gonna watch "VALENTINES DAY" again!
*pout*
went home in the morning(:

MONDAY:
had some frens to come over for visiting.
did abit of gambling.
nua-ed the rest of the day.

finally boy is back.
couldnt react to the call cos was sleeping.
but the joy after the call was unable to be described by words.
thanks boy(:

TUESDAY:
slept till afternoon.
hee hee.
slept alot during his cny.
oh wells, hahas.

headed to BAOBEI'S house for visiting and played cards.
this is not a gambling year for me, keep losing money);
irritating.
headed over to SZEHUI'S house after that.
was FREAKED OUT by the DOGS! *screams*
JUN JUN was ultrable CUTE sia!


so much for updates.
lala~

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Saturday, February 13, 2010
130210 5:00 AM


after clearing one misunderstanding and mess,
thinking that things are back to normal.
getting excited over some little stuff and all.
the next cruel fact is waiting to smack me.
and congrats, it did.
those photos, those hands.
really hate the girl tt will be affected by everything about u.
idw de, but it just happened.
dumb girl. stupid girl. idiots.


many things, canot expect the others to understand without explaining.
wat if i guessed wrong?
is it tt difficult to say it urself instead of waiting to be asked?




rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Friday, February 12, 2010
120210 1:06 AM


didnt want to be unreasonable.
but the rage just surfaced when the reality smacked right into my face.
the fact is that u cant be bothered.
that already shows the importance of me.
its the cruel truth.
just when i thought everything was fine and going well.
thanks mans.
so much about everything.
actions speak louder than words.

rainbowlove,
adelyn.
 


Thursday, February 11, 2010
110210 2:26 AM

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
是她拥有我没看过的笑容

rainbowlove,
adelyn.



Wednesday, February 10, 2010
100210 2:25 AM


went TAMPINES slack around awhile, 
got myself two tops but they arent suitable for cny):
irritatings.
met MATT LWEE and headed dwn to BUGIS first.
lala~
this guy is so not entertaining please.
went to bugis street after everyone else reached.
helped the guys shopped for their clothes(:
didnt do much shopping for myself though.
going back there again TMR with HUIYA!
damn love(:


seriously, huiqi dont like the last minute changes of plans and all.
especially when u are having all of them on one day.


just wana let u know, im really happy all the time that was spent with u(:
ILY<3


rainbowlove,
adelyn.