
not in the mood of doing anything.
dont ask me why.
maybe i know the reason, maybe i dont.
although knowing there are tons of projs and work to be done and deadlines are close.
but still, not doing any, no motivation.
this is not good.
i clearly know, but just couldnt get started.
sry.
hope watever was said wouldnt affect us.
uncertainties are surfacing.
qns and thoughts that was damn tempted to ask.
but i know, i'll have to bear the consequences after which.
am i able to take it?
i dont know.
tell me what u want me to do.
its not a pleasure to be left down there, dangling.
hate myself at time, for thinking so much for others.
can i be selfish for once?
fluctuations of emotions are wearing me off.
i dont know how long am i able to hold on.
assurance needed, but are u willing to gimme?
or am i just a nobody, or so-called good fren, or so i mean somebody special?
plenty wonders hanging in the air.
think its very clear about my feelings,
what about urs? what are u thinking?
guessing is tiring.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.