a sudden thought, think im of no impact in people's life.you can definitely do well with or without me.
lost.
i know some things have been going on.
but its not for me to know therefore i shouldnt ask about it.
no matter how much i told myself,
its time to let go.
this tiny bit of me is still clinging on.
so what now?
you wana tell me what to do?
being in the middle,
do u understand how i feel?
knowing that u are unhappy but couldnt do anything,
do u see how useless i am?
i doubt u will, until the day when i decide to say it all out.
but i dont know how long will that be.
u are caring, sensitive, approachable, open.
but thats not towards me.
just like a knife stabbing not only once, but many times.
huiqi is tired.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.