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rainbowlove,
adelyn.
oh wells, its HTHT time!
huiqi have been quite emotional recently.
so yah.
haix.
to TTL:
after so many years of friendship,
i know you will be there for me and i will always be here for you.
i understand that there were some changes here and there as time goes by.
especially when i have alot of commitments in school and tend to neglect you when it gets damn busy.
im really sorry for that.
there must be some things that's happening in ur life definately.
and its not ur kind of thing to tell people.
this is our way of interaction all the while.
but sometimes, i will get worried, especially when we dont communicate as much as before.
when u gets upset, i will want to know wats the reason you are unhappy.
when u are happy, i will want to know the source of your joy.
i know its difficult to change and all changes need time.
its ok, not ur fault.
just want you to know, no matter how busy i am, im always here.
if you dont know how to express, a msg will do.
we may not have any major quarrel throughout the past few year.
tts cos we understand,trust and love each other.
some things dont need to be expressed by saying.
after been through so many things tgt,
like you, i believe our friendship wont end so easily.
cos we care.
i can see the changes and effort you've been putting in.
really.
huiqi is very touched(:
we will jiayou tgt k.
DUA LOVE TTM!
累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
昨天会被今天
明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
就算你我再热闹
喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的
朋友只要你被孤单
压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
我确定
to SH and CP:
thanks plenty tons!
really.
when i wasnt around, you guys were the ones that kept her company.
there for her when she isnt in a good mood and needed someone to talk.
although i couldnt be with u guys most of the time due to various reasons,be it school or family.
but u guys tried ur very best to include me in so i wont feel left out although u all didnt really know me for long.
felt the love(:
one thing tt i need u to know is that, nv did i think tt my friendship with her kind of changed due to u guys.
there is nth to do with u alright, dont worry.
its my own reasons and maybe some of hers.
its just the rotten feeling that forced the tears out.
huiqi really hope that no matter what happens in the future, our friendship will continue(:
to YX:
idk why is this damn feeling coming back again.
i thought i let go already.
maybe just buried the feling deep dwn inside till its numbed.
but when you appeared again, all the effort was a waste.
thanks for digging it out again.
seeing you being close with other girls worry me.
will they end up like me?
but i know im in no position to say anything.
moreover, i dont want to spoil your reputation.
i really thought i could face you, as friend.
however, hen u asked that qn, right smacked into my face, how u want me to ans?
seriously, its damn bastard i have to say.
i wanted to just treat u as a friend so much u know.
but with you doing this, no matter how much i wanted to run away frm the past, its damn difficult.
cant u just let me go?
and let the past be it, stop bringing it back into my head.
memories can contain the good and bad.
all i want to do is leave the bad ones deep dwn and rmb only the good ones.
why is it so tough?
to M:
thank you superbly lots for listening and taking care of me.
you know me de.
its like the heartaching and all.
its true, canot bluff de.
after though tt i went through, venting it out like this shocked myself even.
nv did i even thought of myself doing such a thing man.
u were there to support and listen.
sharing ur thoughts and all without hiding.
the truest of the truth.
afraid tt i might have any slight chances to misunderstanding.
no worries girl, i trust u(:
im just afraid that you will get cheated and stuff like tt.
cos i've went through it and know the pain.
all i wana do is to protect and prevent you frm taking the same path as me.
huiqi is always here with opening ears.
we are the same kind of people, thats why we understand each other.
dont be afraid voice out k.
huiqi heart you plenty plenty(:
to M and F:
enough is enough.
i know its about the time such things are happening but i have my life too.
its not just about yours.
getting damn irritated by all your nonsenses.
before i run away and everything is too late, stop it.
sometimes, it may be my fault, but sometimes, its not.
be reasonable.
dont think u can control my life.
its up to me whether i want to be controlled by u or not, so u still dont have the ultimate control.
not only you guys are the ones having unsolved problems and stress, i have my own share too.
dont be selfish.
im trying to set aside time for u already.
there are other ppl that i have to accomodate as well,
stop being complacent.
once in a while is fine, but when it starts to get more often, it will only force me away.
which end up getting scoldings again,
so u think like this is damn fun right?
that will just turn me off only.
so, i BEG you, STOP!
alright, enough of emo post.
goodnight!
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
