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rainbowlove,
adelyn.
just came back from SWIMMING with family.cant remember when was the last time i went swimming already.when i just got into the pool, got phobia sia.dont dare to swim to the 1.8 part, scared i'll drown.LoLs.but luckily, got EDMUND (my youngest bro) there, guiding me all the way.dont laugh!at least he can swim better than me los,im only bronze, he got silver.hahas.didnt swim much cos got TIRED damn easily.gosh.have to start swimming agn mans.but not under the sun please.hee hee.cancelled KBOX SESSION and ECP trip in the end.going back to school to help out the MAGICAL AUTUMN event.LoLs.its alright.shall arrange some other day(:date with CSHADE on OCT 5!miss u guys ttm can.like damn long nv get tgt liaos.i think the last time we met up was like chalet?goodness gracious, damn LOOOONG ago liaos can.super looking forward(:
tts like the answer i'll get forever.NO!what else will you say.irritating.shut up and fuck off!i got the answer i want which disappointed me.i want to hear no more.no point about what comes after tt.let me be alone for goodness heaven sake please.rainbowlove,adelyn.
huiqi is BORED at home now.everyday waking up without knowing wat to do.sianness):finally met BAOBEIS ytd!DUA MISS TTM!oh wells, one word to describe,OUCH!their sunburnts are SCARY.especially serene's.oh my tian, must tahan k girl, it will soon be OVER!just by looking at it, it hurts man.i swear sunblocks are one of our best friends sia.so sry couldnt join u guys for mj-ing and supper):looking forward to the two days of activities.KBOX with MICHELLE and maybe meeting DARLING at night for tmrECP with BAOBEIS on thursday.at least i know, there are things to do on until friday.LoLs.every once in a while this thing will always occur.god damn.i know the reason for all the unreasonableness.but its pressuring, no air to breath already.it may seem childish but at times, I DONT CARE!sometimes, i miss the days unconsciousness.need a break seriously.rainbowlove,adelyn.
F1 is finally OVER!so is my job with tunglok.at some ESPLANADE de CARPARK.gosh.really had fun with you lovely colleagues sia.although its just some short less-than-a-week thing.im so gonna miss slacking at the esplanade basment on the comfy sofa with poker cards.im so gonna miss helping the chefs preparing the bentos.im so gonna miss my rose bed.im so gonna miss the very hardworking "sam leong"im so gonna miss rolling my eyes at chee koh pehs.im so gonna miss camwhoring along F1 tracks.im so gonna miss the singing sessions in carpark like nobody's business.im so gonna miss pasting stickers and collecting coupons.im so gonna miss watching the race along the tracks and at padang.im so gonna miss slacking along the singapore river.im so gonna miss my favourite chair.im so gonna miss munching whole day long.im so gonna miss wrapping the food from the trays.im so gonna miss going "whao" at like almost everything like some kind of sua gu.im so gonna miss the htht sessions.im so gonna miss walking in esplanade in the middle of the night.im so gonna miss pushing the trolley without knowing the road infront of me.im so gonna miss all of you!dua love ttm<333meet up soon k.
so yah, now that F1 is OVER, huiqi is JOBLESS now.so people, got lobang remember to jio horrx.muahahahahas.BAOBEIS are BACK!WELCOME HOME(:i want my UPDATES.lala~gosh, the weather is so freaking HOT.canot stand the heat.rainbowlove,adelyn.
its like 2AM++ now.just came back from CORTOIS outing.LoLs.SECOND day of work today.ultimately de SLACK.why ppl dont come and claim their staff food sia.goodness, its FREE can.we were like chat chatting and sleeping, nua-ing all the time man.gracious me.easy money, but not very used to it.hahas.went to MARINA BARRAGE to meet cortois.oh wells.PICNIC and CAMWHORE in the damn HOT sun and got myself BURNT.but still, its damn FUN!especially with the few JOKERS entertaining us.lala~just simply love the photos man, they are just so COOL!headed to SIMPANG BEDOK for supper,my very FIRST time there.very sua gu right.its ok de, nvm.humpf.played games and all.went for K SESSION after tt.jiu have the craving.LoLs.htht-ed as well.and i seriously think tt i have problem translating my thoughts to words.too many le.haix.BAOBEIS going OVERSEAS today.unable to join them.but its ok.lala~enjoy my share there too as well!gonna miss you guys man.muahahahahahs.many things in life come and go, therefore, one have to learn to let go.no matter how much i told myself its over, no more feelings le,i can bluff the whole world, but i cant bluff myself.got to admit, feelings still exist, just that its kind of faded,not as strong as before.but knowing that no matter what, its impossible.maybe i've judged u wrongly, but still,im hurt.not once, not twice but many.after so much of burying and digging it out,i think, should let it go already.should be contented that friendship still exist.at least i can face you as a friend, seeing you as someone who care alot for friends and not let any thought run wild.self-control is the word.huiqi needs plenty.really happy that have you there for me, drag me out for a talk when you realise sth's not right.just like a big bro.giving advice, sharing and listening.we shall jiayou tgt and cheer up k(:love dao liaos<3wrking FULL shift from 6.30am to 9pm.goodness.gambatte mans.rainbowlove,adelyn.
no matter what is it, everything have to come to an end.for this, its time i guess.all the skills and knowledge learnt,people that i met,expriences and memories are never to be replaced.unforgettable.be it good or bad.remember how we came in as freshmen,not knowing anything.we grew with all the guidance of our seniors.slowly, one by one left and we are the few remaining ones with new freshmen.but now, situation have changed.things are no longer as simple as it used to be.the honeymoon period is over.time to wake up and look at the reality and ugly side of the society.oh wells, time to move on already.definately will feel unbearable to a certain extend,but this is life.and what the society have to teach us.time to let go~rainbowlove,adelyn.
FIRST day of work at F1, esplanade was superbly, ultrably SLACK ttm!met SIMPLE and WENYI dear at cityhall mrt stn, saw our incharge there as well.went to the place whereby we will be stationed at for the nex few days.seriously, its damn HOT i swear.cos its in a CARPARK!canteen for the staff):but basically besides moving some 30 tables and arnd 60 chairs,plus arnd 20 boxes of spoons and some stack of stickers,the rest of the time we were sitting in the basement of esplanade and chitchatting, enjoying the air con.damn good life right?lala~met nice and fun people tt we will be working with for the next few days.INGAH,YUSHAN and ALVIN(:knocked off early cos there wasnt much for us to do.LoLs.went to collect uniform tgt and headed to raffles convention centre with dear.SHOPPING!loreal products at damn CHEAP price.LoLs.all thanks to tingfong's recommendation(:had like free "manicure" for TWO fingers,and also nice smell de hair conditioning.bought body lotions, cleaning foams,etc with strong recommendations by kaiyuen.hahas.slacked around there for some time.lala~had dinner at PIZZAHUT(:damn full.chatted plenty tons with dear, but i have to say the place is damn freaking COLD!*shivers*went to SINGAPORE RIVER and chill out.happy happy.many things were going on in my head.haix.emo-ing time.but i have to say, the scenery is damn NICE!lets go back again on THURSDAY!muahahahahas.tmr will have to start fighting the war!gambatte ttm!hee hee.rainbowlove,adelyn.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!have this so-gonna-fall-SICK feeling.gosh.this is bad):rainbowlove,adelyn.
F1 job starts TMR!oh my tian.excited!hope the few days there will be FUN sia.if heng heng can see the race jiu even better.lala~NUA-ed the whole day at home today.FAMILY day mahhs.LoLs.MAHJONG-ed, lost quite alot mans.irritating.kept SNEEZING the whole day,hope it wont continue tmr sia.if not it will be damn tough to wrk and sneeze at the same time.hahas.so many things to be done recently but huiqi have got NO TIME!lets see(:TO-DO LIST:-return library books before they expire.-get a few more tops-replace a pair of slippers (one was spoilt recently by baobei de baobei)-iron pending clothes-outings with shimin honey, stella, scandal, efah, may, becca, etc.-clear gathering list with baobeis-manicure and pedicure!-finish my hongkong dramas-shopping trip with shimin honey and wenyi dear.-kbox sessions with G2, michelle, tf,etc-TIDY MY ROOM! (damn urgent, my room looks like it just got robbed)-tons of exercise needed.-SLEEP!-clubbing darling.-meeting up with CSHADE.-return ppl their cards(oppsy + guily look)-movies!-update pending photos (zomg, tts like alot cans)there are definately more to do just tt i cant rmb.hahas.oh well, have to sleep early today, if not tmr jiu canot wake up liaos.first day of work, canot be late(:goodnight peeps!rainbowlove,adelyn.
oh wells, its HTHT time!
huiqi have been quite emotional recently.
so yah.
haix.
to TTL:
after so many years of friendship,
i know you will be there for me and i will always be here for you.
i understand that there were some changes here and there as time goes by.
especially when i have alot of commitments in school and tend to neglect you when it gets damn busy.
im really sorry for that.
there must be some things that's happening in ur life definately.
and its not ur kind of thing to tell people.
this is our way of interaction all the while.
but sometimes, i will get worried, especially when we dont communicate as much as before.
when u gets upset, i will want to know wats the reason you are unhappy.
when u are happy, i will want to know the source of your joy.
i know its difficult to change and all changes need time.
its ok, not ur fault.
just want you to know, no matter how busy i am, im always here.
if you dont know how to express, a msg will do.
we may not have any major quarrel throughout the past few year.
tts cos we understand,trust and love each other.
some things dont need to be expressed by saying.
after been through so many things tgt,
like you, i believe our friendship wont end so easily.
cos we care.
i can see the changes and effort you've been putting in.
really.
huiqi is very touched(:
we will jiayou tgt k.
DUA LOVE TTM!
累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
昨天会被今天
明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
就算你我再热闹
喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的
朋友只要你被孤单
压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
我确定
to SH and CP:
thanks plenty tons!
really.
when i wasnt around, you guys were the ones that kept her company.
there for her when she isnt in a good mood and needed someone to talk.
although i couldnt be with u guys most of the time due to various reasons,be it school or family.
but u guys tried ur very best to include me in so i wont feel left out although u all didnt really know me for long.
felt the love(:
one thing tt i need u to know is that, nv did i think tt my friendship with her kind of changed due to u guys.
there is nth to do with u alright, dont worry.
its my own reasons and maybe some of hers.
its just the rotten feeling that forced the tears out.
huiqi really hope that no matter what happens in the future, our friendship will continue(:
to YX:
idk why is this damn feeling coming back again.
i thought i let go already.
maybe just buried the feling deep dwn inside till its numbed.
but when you appeared again, all the effort was a waste.
thanks for digging it out again.
seeing you being close with other girls worry me.
will they end up like me?
but i know im in no position to say anything.
moreover, i dont want to spoil your reputation.
i really thought i could face you, as friend.
however, hen u asked that qn, right smacked into my face, how u want me to ans?
seriously, its damn bastard i have to say.
i wanted to just treat u as a friend so much u know.
but with you doing this, no matter how much i wanted to run away frm the past, its damn difficult.
cant u just let me go?
and let the past be it, stop bringing it back into my head.
memories can contain the good and bad.
all i want to do is leave the bad ones deep dwn and rmb only the good ones.
why is it so tough?
to M:
thank you superbly lots for listening and taking care of me.
you know me de.
its like the heartaching and all.
its true, canot bluff de.
after though tt i went through, venting it out like this shocked myself even.
nv did i even thought of myself doing such a thing man.
u were there to support and listen.
sharing ur thoughts and all without hiding.
the truest of the truth.
afraid tt i might have any slight chances to misunderstanding.
no worries girl, i trust u(:
im just afraid that you will get cheated and stuff like tt.
cos i've went through it and know the pain.
all i wana do is to protect and prevent you frm taking the same path as me.
huiqi is always here with opening ears.
we are the same kind of people, thats why we understand each other.
dont be afraid voice out k.
huiqi heart you plenty plenty(:
to M and F:
enough is enough.
i know its about the time such things are happening but i have my life too.
its not just about yours.
getting damn irritated by all your nonsenses.
before i run away and everything is too late, stop it.
sometimes, it may be my fault, but sometimes, its not.
be reasonable.
dont think u can control my life.
its up to me whether i want to be controlled by u or not, so u still dont have the ultimate control.
not only you guys are the ones having unsolved problems and stress, i have my own share too.
dont be selfish.
im trying to set aside time for u already.
there are other ppl that i have to accomodate as well,
stop being complacent.
once in a while is fine, but when it starts to get more often, it will only force me away.
which end up getting scoldings again,
so u think like this is damn fun right?
that will just turn me off only.
so, i BEG you, STOP!
alright, enough of emo post.
goodnight!
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
ok, im back from work.
lala~
so continue story.
LoLs.
2. KOKSHENG'S BDAY CHALET
met alot of those long-time-no-see people.
like holqa peeps, venos peeps.
lots of botaks and botaks-to-be.
hahas.
camwhored as usual.
and the presiie tt we got for him was damn funny.
CREATIVE is the word.
met up with the MEANIES too.
except for bitch cos she's not here.
kana molested by CELESTE!
played catching like nobody's business, to and fro cortois and kok's chalet.
oh my tian.
damn tired can.
3. F1 BRIEFING SESSION
met DEAR at tanjong pagar mrt stn.
woke up and checked email.
realised tt we were late for the timing.
chionged out of the house while trying to contact dear.
which in the end turned out to be i read the wrong email.
there was another mail sent at a later date to JUNK.
goodness me.
so i was early by an hour.
goodness.
managed to find our way to the location stated with the guide of the map.
LoLs.
thought we were late.
ut in the end everything was delayed.
gosh.
luckily we didnt cab dwn as planned.
hahas.
saw SIMPLE there!
oh my, damn long nv see u already can.
hahas.
briefing was alright larrx,
the person giving the briefing was damn funny.
imagine him holding dear's padal while giving briefing.
funny ttm!
went for lunch with dear plaza sing de xing wang.
chatted and all.
decided we damn long nv watch movie,
wanted to watch the proposal(ok,i know its a damn long-ago-show)
so we checked the schedule of the movie.
went dwn to marina for the show.
which turned out to be left one seat.
gracious me, why so many ppl wana watch?
so decided to watch coco before chanel.
went to long john to slack and chat.
btw, dont go and watch the damn movie.
its superbly BORING TTM.
and very difficult to understand.
total waste of money *heartache*
4. KBOX WITH BAOBEIS
finally going k man.
okok,went the previous week.
LoLs.
but sang more this time.
and there were FOOD.
lala~
ivy jie came with us too~
was damn chaotic with us running around and teasing each other.
5. APEC TRAINING SESSION
oh my tian, its freaking hell BORING!
solid LECTURE from 9am to 3pm.
wah sai.
so wanted to zao can.
especially when i thought it was only me alone there.
cos there were alot of adults.
and kuku ones who have some kind of attitude problem.
luckily met dao weiling and wanling.
slept thru the whole afternoon though.
like right after lunch break go back jiu is slp liaos.
muahahahahas.
im sorry, but it just bore me off.
heh heh.
went to wrk at night after tt.
basically, that wat have been happening in these one week plus.
lala~
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
heyheyhey!
it has been ages since i update already.
many things have been happening.
oh wells, alright, not exactly alot.
hahas.
1.CORTOIS CHALET
felt the cortois love ttm!
day one:
met daren before going down to chalet.
saw rowell and aaron at the bus stop as well.
too bad shawn have sth on last min, cmi to chalet.
haix):
waited for the bus for too long.
all thanks to the blur sotong who checked the wrong timing.
LoLs.
went to chalet and slacked, mahjong-ed.
headed to kok's bday chalet for awhile.
didnt stay long jiu came back le.
story telling and drnking sessions later in the night.
oh my tian.
my first time given to cortois liaos larrx.
thanks plenty tons to those who took care of huiqi.
especially MICHELLE! u know me de(:
sorry for making all those noise.
at the very point of time, many images were playing.
haix.
day two:
didnt sleep after drinking cos canot slp.
went around chatting after pom pom-ing.
LoLs.
continued at ah gong's room after he woke up.
hahas.
couldnt sleep after tt when i wanted to all thanks to him.
cos he was too NOISY!
those who know him will understand wat i say.
lala~
finally fell aslp at around 4pm and woke up by the noisy man again at 8pm.
when the bbq had started.
LoLs.
most of those tt went back came back and new ppl were here!
love ttm.
bbq was definately fun with all the cameras.
hahas.
htht session which turned out to be a series of story telling session.
hee hee.
mahjong and drinking session followed after tt.
this time, michelle and me switched roles.
LoLs.
day three:
woke up damn early,
everyone was prepared to go home.
then we were informed that we have one more day cos we booked one day extra.
so yah.
everone went back to SLEEP!
huiqi only woke up at 5.30pm.
oppsy.
everyone was up by then already.
LoLs.
headed to EHUB for movie.
GAMER!
we did alot of preparation to sneak ppl in which turn out to be us worrying too much):
superbly gross movie ttm.
sorry for those ears which i kept polluting thoughout the show.
cant help it.
its just too disguesting.
went grocery shopping at ntuc aftr tt.
and headed back to chalet to cook dinner.
cooking was damn fun.
eating tgt like a family is even homely~
same night activities in the night.
but this time, huiqi didnt get drunk.
hee hee.
fell aslp on the sofa in the end.
day four:
this time jiu is really check out liaos.
woke up, washed up, packed up, home sweet home(:
abit bu she de after spending these few days with cortois there.
oh my tian.
went home with my usual hougang mate---AH BOON!
LoLs.
jiu shi ni agn.
hahas.
oh my tian, gonna be late for work!
more updates when huiqi comes back tonight!
sayoonara~
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
gosh, this is seriously not going anywhere.
damn.
feels like scolding all the damn vulgarities in this fucking world.
canot stand all the scolding and comments.
cant u just LEAVE ME ALONE?!
FUCK OFF!
i have my own ways of doing things.
stop trying to interfer.
IRRITATING.
if only i can just leave this so-called home.
i will do it IMMEDIATELY!
damn tired of living such a life.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
SHUT UP!
someone please get me out of this.
rainbowlove.
adelyn.
CORTOIS OUTING today!
went EHUB for movie(:
"I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER!"
madness.
damn FUNNY.
played POOL!
daigo craziness.
and and and, SUBWAY DINNER(:
LAUGHED all day long.
oh my tian.
hahas.
lets have more outings man.
superbly looking forward to CHALET already.
lala~
had a real looooooong chat with HONEY ytd night.
goodness.
we really have lots to update sia.
havent met up for AGES!
its time to go out yo.
miss mahjong sessions with the pasir ris mahjong kakis can.
friday=working.
sianess ttm):
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
huiqi is back from H09 CHALET!
have been nua-ing all the way since i came home.
oppsy.
instead of our usual aloha loyang,
its at ARANDA this time round.
mahjong, ban luck, etc.
GAMBLING PARADISE man.
lala~
oh my tian.
keep SLEEPING too.
heh heh.
12HRS of sleep is no joke can.
goodness.
and guess what?!
for the first time CRYSTAL is here with us.
muahahahahahs.
basically the whole chalet was about gambling, gambling and more gambling.
hee hee.
went home with zhihong, js,psychotic and guiyao after tt(:
interesting weird weird people we met at the bubble tea shop.
LoLs.
oh well, the graph of emotions went all the way dwn at night.
seriously, this is one of the reason why im always full of chalets and camps.
cos "home" revolves only around my room.
with only me inside.
the rest of the other? i doubt so.
not that i did not give in.
but tell me, when i did, what did i get back in return?
i could have been out enjoying myself.
why am i in this fucking place when people dont appreciate?
enough is enough.
the more i hear, the more i want to get out of this so-called "home".
leave me alone.
if only i have magic, im gonna shut all ur mouth up and enjoy the silence.
sorry people for the emo post,
just needed a place to vent things out.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
