as you enter this little place,
you are entering adelyn.huiqi's life:)
everything here is the true feelings and thoughts of this little girl.
if there is anything that you dont feel comfortable about while reading,
the little "X" is on the top right hand corner of this window.
feel free to click on that alright.
happy reading^.^
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
disappointments after disappointments.
all the feelings have been flushed down the drain already i guess.
its no longer heart ache.
but more of anger and disguest.
you could have spoken the truth.
not as if i was in any position to stop you.
i wasnt in the past, am not in the present, and definately will not in the future.
so what is it that made you lie?
seriously, i dont even know whether should i find out the answer.
afraid that it will cause another injury.
its starting to scare me by what kind of person you may be.
some may say that its because im not exposed to the real world.
some may defend you by saying that you may not do that frequent, just for the purpose of socialising.
but for me, im already tired of finding excuses for you to make myself feel better.
i'd rather face the reality that you may be who i thought you are now.
no matter how scary is it.
im accepting it.
with all those real life evidence right infront of my eyes.
its better than believing and living in an unreal world of my own.
carrying on my life without you.
especially since you had apparently carried on yours without me.
just hope that your actions and character will not result to me disliking you.
because i dont want and dont wish that to happen.
rainbowlove,
adelyn.
