i swear, from tonight onwards im not gonna care.
tears tt couldnt be controlled, just let it be, it will be the last time i guess.
be whoever u want, do whatever u like, its none of my business anymore.
u cant bear my presence and i cant tolerate u attitude.
forget it
no matter how much we tried to change u, i give up.
i dont care what the rest thinks, selfish, irresponsible, etc
just go ahead.
i had enough.
i mean what i say.
im not gona interfer means im not gonna interfer.
be th bad one if i have to.
whatever, this is tiring.
guilt? maybe a little. but soon immune to it i guess.
for those who refuse to give up, carry on, but sad to say, i'll not be with u.
for once, how i wished tt there's just a corner there to bury myself.
this is so sickening.
relieved in a sense i think.
be ur pampered, irresponsible, immature, unthoughtful, selfish lil boy,
living in the shelter tt everyone tried superbly hard to build for u.
but i dont believe in sheltering u all the way in life, im letting u go.
i dont know strangers will be the word to describe us,
but i can say, things will be different.
and i'll nv give in this time round.
i go for what i think is right, not others, not the world,
but me.
+[ huiqi ]+