Friday, June 27, 2008
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1:05 AM
things are really getting confusing...
i dont know what is it that i want...
not sure of the direction of my heart...
i can feel it spreading in different direction...
who is it that i really like..?
or none...?
lost, helpless...
freaking out...
things are so not settled down...
and i dont want to force it to happen...
it happened before which proved to be a failure...
once is enough...
not again please...
i cannot take that blow once more...
brain and heart...
none is of much help...
feelings are growing...
things are changing...
is this really what i want..?
uncertainties...
i hate this man...
didnt i said that im not touching these stuff until im ready..?
but its like re-entering my life without permission...
damn...
thanks man...
no sense of "direction"..
+[ huiqi ]+